Hope

 Am going to stop apologising for not blogging often cause in all honesty its not my fault :),been stuck up with my exams and am just half way through.Still have 4 more to go ,so till july 18th am on a rollercoaster ride with my books.
     I write this post with such heavy heart as i received news that my uncle was in the hospital with lymphoma,some sort of cancer he's been battling since the beginning of the year.First it cleared up after chemo and all that,but recent test show its back and very aggressive,so yes am close to depressed,and it got me seeking for answers!,i didn't necessarily get what i wanted but i got hope!
    Hope for tomorrow,to make the best of the time you have on earth and hope that God knows and sees all things...the text was in Ecclesiastes 8,who shall tell God when it shall be? So i have faith in God to restore life back to him and do with him as he pleases,for his ways are not ours ,and even though there's no justification as to why,i know no matter what may come,our live is in his hand.....so on that note i employ more prayers and never to loose hope in what you believe.....lots of love!!!!

Believe in yourself!

    Am not even going to apologize for not blogging in a long while though i missed it,but am in Med skul for pitts sake ...exams exams exams!..quiz quiz quiz! every-other week ..mschew..much respect to all the doctors around the globe oh..med skul aint no joke..take it from me :)so with that said let me rewind to my post.

I took a test exactly a week after the easter vacation and even though i studied real hard,i was upset after the test cause every1 had a little help from their phone if u know what i mean..except me...incase i never told you,my bb got stolen in the bus and i've been stuck with my baby nokia phone since then .so i don't have a smart phone that can browse Wikipedia or Google anemia..lol...so while every other person had the slides at their call,i was stuck with using my head...at first i knew i was screwed but when my result came out,apparently i was the highest in my group yipeee! imagine the shock and then it hit me..i can do it by myself (with God by my side obviously) all you need ii to believe in yourself, with a little faith and your off to take over the world..no one was born to fail so stop making excuses and putting obstacles,people succeed because they worked hard,had faith and were consistent! and with that i rest my case....wish me luck in my upcoming exams..see u in a longgggg time.....Lots of love!!!!

Sh*T HaPpenS.....

       On thursday the 12th of April my laptop of 3 years decided to dump me,lol,as i couldn't get it to come on. Soo i took it to the engineers,as am clueless as regards electronic stuffs...and i received a more shocking news.."had to buy a new one"..What!!!....am so broke right now plus very wrong timing as my exams start in less than a month and am lifeless without the net! ,so while i pondered on what to do immediately,it got me thinking. Sh*t definitely happens whether your prepared or not and when it does,it comes with no warning... that's the,if i may say"beauty of life"...it takes you unawares and its left for you to see a blessing in every sh*t or cry over spilled milk...i quickly calculated my budget and as quick as i could replace my laptop.(actually got an ipad till summer.i'll get a new laptop) :)....
     So when the trails and hard times comes,be strong for tomorrow will take care of itself,in time....there's always sunshine after each rain..lots of love!

Hard Earned...Money!

    So yesterday...i earned some HARD EARNED MONEY...and boy did it feel good,but what really struck me was that i didn't feel like spending it on nothing,just keeping it till thine kingdom come.lol..Ok the problem is i've never worked before like a 9-5 job that i have to wake up early every morning and at the end of the month i get paid or that sort of thing,well to think of it med skul is a job on its own(story for another day)...I've been eyeing this really good shoe in the store recently and i have a spend only when you earn policy or in my case...get that bank notification thanks to dad,but why is it always more difficult to spend my hard earned money ?I've received money on countless occasions and have spent them in a short while with no feelings...not to say am not a wise spender but the shock of my shoe not being so attractive anymore in an attempt not to buy the shoe was heart breaking,i guess what i learned is spend wisely and save for rainy days too.......anyway i still have "owo" in the bank, so am still living my life like its golden...lots of love.....

Something called Pre-mentrual syndrome

It sounds like one of another finding by the "White man" but its true...i refuse to believe it myself until people around me start noticing,first my mood swings then i get irritated more often than before then it progresses to depression....and all around the period when my Grandma arrives.
         So to those still trying to figure out what am talking about let me break it down for you.....

First comes the pre-menstrual syndrome which annoys me the most, which some times lasts five (5) days, and when it comes it comes with:

Physical symptoms of:

1Breast swelling and tenderness.
2 water retention, weight gain.
3Changes in bowel habits.
4Acne.
5Food cravings, especially for sweet or salty foods.
6Sleep pattern changes.
7Fatigue, lack of energy.
8Decreased sexual desire.
9Pain and low back prior to menstrual bleeding.
10Behavioral symptoms of:
11Aggression.
12Withdrawal from family and friends.
13Emotional and cognitive symptoms include:
14 sadness, hopelessness.
15Anger, irritability.
16Anxiety
17Mood swings.
18Decreased alertness, inability to concentrate.

Its not like i get the whole 18 symptoms,could be 5 out of the whole,but it completely makes sense and i don't feel like a monster anymore :)
Then the real deal begins and your completely going crazy over the pain and discomfort,damn you Eve!!!
Its just not fair nah...atleast i have something am looking forward to in old age :D....anyway just sharing my personal experience..Then guys say we act crazy sometimes...i don't see reason why we shouldn't!!!

Happy 60th Birthday mum....

*Quick post alert*
yay!!! its my mum's Birthday,and yes shes been on earth for 6 decades,wonder what that's like...Anyway just want to wish her good health, long life and may all her wishes come true....Best mum ever!!! We love u!

BOOKS

  It was a long day today....i was playing doctor in the hospital,the hospital where i take my lecture is about 9 stops from where i live so u can imagine what my schedule is usually like... i have to wake up 6am to be there early and for that reason was very tired while returning from school so i decided to take a short nap in the train.Then i rested on my friends shoulder and slept for a while(at least i like to think so)....Then i woke up few stops to where i get off and noticed something unbelievable ...almost every1 around me/in the train had a book and was (in an accent) improving their vocabulary :) or keeping themselves busy except me. i felt really bad and decided to take up reading too..if you really know me..u'll figure that reading is not my thing i haven't read a book(novel,inspirational) ever in my life, atleast not till the end.I usually start up,skip to the middle then the last few pages and try to figure out what the story is all about...lol...,thank God for the idea of blogs that help you improve your vocabulary without having to hold/open a book, ....,but what time do i even have to study when my med books keep calling :D...anyway just my observation,what can i say some like it others don't... its probably not for everyone...right?

Meanwhile.....today my bf,yes am in a rltnshp, told me am a blessing to him and he'll spend his life trying to be my Mr Right rather than expecting me to be perfect...how sweet is that!...well i don't intend to bore you all but i just couldn't help it :),u know like Asha...i quote "see a man you love,you start to act a fool"....Lots of love..

Little Insight...

So am a med student and as you all know...its really a stressful course...no joke,when i was much younger and i was ask what i wanted to become...i said a Doctor!.i obviously had no idea what that meant but now,few years into medical school,i really don't regret making that choice.which brings me to my topic...CHOICES.
    The choices we make in life really define us as some of us already know,but are we responsible for those choices?often times people make choices for us and we stick with them being content with what we have but the truth is we have to hunger and thirst for more,and when we eventually get that more ,share with the people around us.
     This was just to encourage/motivate as the case may be...welcome to a little insight to my mind....hope we have a wonderful journey together with me just being myself..lots of love!